Is purple to work properly today last year
Is purple to work properly is absolutely a year that lives fascinatingly this year, is the most worthy year, the this year is purple to work properly to lift for hurriedly long year, is pain combine happiness wear of a year!The this year wasn't tormented by the pressure from each aspect and spirit now Cuo Tuo whole life, now Lu Lu have no is whole life.In a low-key way bear the intermediation of others in this year, the pain loses dear foster mother in this year and left in the Sina net in this year his/her own several Bo texts of 100,000 words, equally continuous started personal creations of original collection of essays in the good heart feeling original literature two days ago.In this year, I"drive mental illness", but I choose "use me handwritten my heart", I rather do the bedlamite of the unseen, I choose to live as recluse and choose to use writing and mind dialogue, this year fleets away,I have much of sense of achievement, so today last year, in fact I at fog all boundless two months behind, thoroughly wake up from the dream world.Underneath this Bo text 16 words are ten thousand be over articles, and then hang up to have my recollection for that day from USB flash drive.Probably seven cutthroats have never missed me, he can't know "I drive mental illness" forever as well and even if know, is also know that I am a spoony, I am the sufferer of schizophrenia, he has self-reproach lead, at the beginning if isn't him on the morning of November 2, 2009 for bullying my one word one blood a scar, will I temporarily engrave to thoroughly collapse over there?From now on started fog for all boundless two months.Has he ever repented?Impossibly, because he can't halt enough Chen Zi to work properly a Sina blog forever, can't even know since he walked, work and life being purple to work properly are now no longer quiet and peaceful, now started another nightmare sort dream world.Probably I don't miss his commitment will be easily a lot of, not miss his so-called"talking isn't from the heart, body not from already", don't think sees a flower in fog, he which is true, which is leave?He has no silver at this time 302, just for telling others, misunderstand 1.If is misunderstanding, I also think to be beautiful misunderstanding, I choose to keep intact seven cutthroats, I pay whole responsibilitieses, can?
I want to forget some things forever, for example scar, want to forget some things forever, for example the felling of heart palpitates.Some affairs want to forget, some affairs are to think the commemorative, being in remembrance of the felling of heart palpitates is willingly, unforgettable scar but because the specimen that can become one's drying by air of end of the scar been incapable for the dint, can't melted.
The this day on December 30, years, the small laurel son returns USB flash drive to me and says seven cutthroats far in the United States, I can not be handed over to a his hand in, he wants to come back and also seek!Put here, did I make how to do?But, while he is passing to USB flash drive, also without extra trouble pass to come to the latest airplane schedule, is an outside the somebody else sends forth everywhere of brochure?Still is testing me is it the spirit that has a problem?However, that time of I, keep diary a body miscellaneous text every night everyday, at that time also just when the air establish 60 anniversaries, I by hand write my heart in the side, the side recalls air big hospital happiness recollection city and also at the right moment remembers fondly the war ally of air force big hospital and also at the right moment want to have a look an in a dream home town Peking.I chose that the best time goes to Peking by air bus.In fact my USB flash drive is a month inside write down of the diary body of 160,000 words miscellaneous text, in have already recalled an article, emotion article, aim high article, current news political article etc., include the sadly moving story of seven cutthroats and Chan hearts among them, I am to chase small clear regard as a virgin work of male the first, I also clearly wrote down in USB flash drive, if you are a married personage, so not and truly and not Rao.But the whole everythings report his wife along with someone, purple work properly the gift being over the year-end receiving is a this present life to biggestly humiliate.In fact do you know?Be also getting more like wakening from a dream when returning to to match that night at me is fatty, also interpret dream renew road in Peking the 14th, I just for seeing one eye me that happiness recollection city just, but all these all drive artificial distort, say I is get married wildly seek seven cutthroats to marry in Peking, my worry is really unmanned to understand, does no man read to understand?If a person lost part memory, a matter is how painful, do you know?If does a person lose memory and hold the happy childhood time of the month at many stars, think during a lifetime that that childhood is a not incomplete childhood?For the sake of fog all boundless the fantastic matter of occurrence, for seeking a mental doctor to look for answer, why I a junior high school grade seven old student, a doll soldier does the meeting write down 160,000 words for a month?And rampant?However, the doctor also thinks to is the sufferer of schizophrenia, because normal person impossibly for the sake of environmental protection but pick up garbage, can't for longing for but having no sunset to write down a so many article for night, everything all (haifengzhibaobaozhu) can classify mental illness category, in fact doctor where know purple work properly is the spirit that is subjected to for several years to trample upon, where know purple work properly to on the other hand combine seven cutthroats to insult and humiliate, on the other hand again express to remember fondly of feeling, the feeling of the thanksgiving, but for keeping intact seven cutthroats, but choosing silent is gold, all responsibilities a person alone undertake, in fact can his family not search a communication record?A palm's clapping doesn't ring of, don't his family know?I choose one person of consequence to swallow, I choose to take out to leave an industry and business troops, I choose to lead simple life high official positions and riches, I choose to let go of everything, just for the sake of his happiness.
Remembering today last year is also this is at the moment, I start interpretting dream the human life-Peking in the sky, is my in a dream home town there, also me dream beginning of place.I foolishly choose that there am another my life good beginnings.Last year at this moment, I fly to Peking by"air bus", because of this year Wei Wei at the right moment 30 first anniversaries, in those early years elder sister's 1 be arrive at an air force big hospital by airplane of, so I choose this time by dint of the memory of childhood years looks for back of world.
However, I two to these airplane tickets are specially interested in, because airplane ticket seat that goes to Peking is a 24 Bs, round fatty airplane ticket seat is a 24 As, and A no man going to sits and come back of B no one sit.Oddness!Is it seven cutthroats that inseparablely sit mine?Good heavens!
I have been wanting to write an article concerning"little story Chen is many" as well and also promise kindly, I must feel grateful them, write a concerning old man in Shanghai and old man in Zhejiang to keep and raise a baby girl's aim high story.Probably the story on Chan heart happens, can be explained to just go with the metaphysics.Riddle similar woman, riddle similar story, or the 2 of true elephant industry and business front of mansion door work properly a wall stone similar, a youth man is relating miscellaneous grass spirit of a legend chemisette with kind purpose old man of a Ci eyebrow.
Is really such, very suspicious affair BE:I arrive more soldier Wei during 10:00 p.m. on November 27 of 1987 air force big hospital of, [I am a train to order seven hours late].The Wei Wei arrives more soldier Wei during 10:00 p.m. of 1988 air force big hospital of, [is an airplane to order seven hours late].I fly a round from Peking on December 30, years fatty, then arrive at time of office is asics shoes also many at 10:00.In fine, I and the Wei Wei is time that goes to Peking to similarly take place many at 10:00 p.m., but this time I am to return to match fatty it is many cheap asics at 10:00 p.m..
But I am just"slightly I walked, positive such as I is slightly", "silently I walked, positive such as I is silently".Is really such, I for pursuing my ideal, for the sake of circle my dream, even if the United States the dream didn't become really, but I without regrets this present life the dream of Zhao that I keep, I which afraid is bump the head break a blood regardless the sacrifice!
Really is by coincidence?Include me to return to°from Peking home town to match on August 8, 1988 fatty call on relatives, and August 8, 1994 is also the day that my son tiger asics is born, if say lunar calendar, the son and all of Wei Weis is lunar calendar the beginning of July two.But elder sister current son but and the date of the death of Wei Wei is same days.
Is really unimaginable, I the time in 30 first anniversaries, not clear reason of got a Mao disease, after lost part memory, this year at the right moment again is the Wei Wei 30 first anniversaries of time, I again burst a Mao disease, almost fog is all boundless, unable to find house, road for coming unable to find, but I am flying to the time of Peking, the miracle took place, the whole all remember come, very happy, I finally resumed memory!
I finally depended on oneself the memory of childhood years to find out princess' grave and found out "air force happiness recall city", although just go back and forth for several minutes just, my troops of 20 year agos, I came to lead, just very regret have no ability someone get me to walk military advance camp, walk into the life and the work lead of place, walk into a big hospital of air force to re- feel the humanities there breathing, there one grass acquainting with is one wood.Only treated to sorrily leave for ten minutes, because of frightened does the warrior standing guard think that I am a terrorist!I hurriedly go to airport in the capital city and buy a ticket to return to match fatty, want now, true of no wonder that opposed by the masses and deserted by fo, no wonder that colleague strange look in the eyes, because I spend nearly 2,000 dollars money and just interpret dream the big hospital of the air force of childhood years, just under airport in the capital city a bathroom, really too unimaginable, I also think like this!