Faraway brook
The person leads middle age and suddenly looks back, there are many regretses in the heart, feel grateful.Some things of the pasts in the years that once experienced always flicked it not to go in the brains and the thoughts and feelings.
I usually think of brook.
The brook isn't one river, she is my childhood colleague.
The brook is been born river bank, her mother gives her"brook", be for farawaily having been already passed away to her birth and that of being in remembrance of of years.
Brook birth of the river, from the strict meaning say origin don't up calculate is one river.It is one to rise in Yan mountain mountain range, in addition to lord Feng fog works properly another high peaks of the mountain all a river in the mountain flow, however is a subsidiary current that remits Luan river just.Several decades ago, its water never breaks to flow, so then the image of people of the region call him"long river".However, at present that often the year Chan Chan flow the pure river and brook side dripping to excel the long oriole of the grass of Chiang-Nan flies of prospects, at present early have become is more saving than people to remember in of faraway prospects.Now, leave of only have the ugly river bed of the heap full garbage of everywhere.
Brook one is come to our village of next put a door.Say to is a , in fact only a person of mother of brook, it is said that that the father of brook is in the city make what mistake, be sent to faraway of where teach to the Lao, because the mother of brook isn't willing to make a clear distinction boundary with him, this just drive next put our village inside, accept a poverty the direct and reformation of agriculture in bottom.
That is an evening, a broken-down for use by the military truck crest wear winter inside chill of mountain breeze, along before the village which brook side rugged soil road, the Nian Ya wears very thick accumulated snow, jolts and opens into village all the way.What to pull is the mother of brook to still have on the car didn't°yet be born Be hidden to mother's stomach in of all brook and their families be.Those are, is also some basin bottles bottle.On that night, the mother of brook together with her house be be arranged at near in the side of my house, production brigade of an idle broken-down storehouse inside.
The brook just is born after her mother comes to our village.
As brook is willing soon be born spring in the second year, her mother still just labor in the farmland too late go home, rush in living brook at before the village brook the grove of the side in.
For this, her mother gives her brook.
The brook is born behind soon, her mother has to produce to take part in a labor in brigade.Would rather say to is the work that produces a brigade to the Zheng a cent than say to is to accept a reformation.Because in that age in, only the Zheng arrives work then the cent can divide to produce a brigade of ration.At that supplies short of age in, the life has no ration in the village is how also hard live a life, even if you are a rich person.
Hence, for canning made the mother of brook welled at ease arrive to produce to take part in a labor in the brigade, broughted up the maternal grandmother of good heart that I grewed up since the childhood, then embraced to brook my house to on behalf bring up.
At that people's customs simple age in, the mother of brook gets along with my house and the person of hometowns in the village of pour its joy to also melt.Under the help of the person of hometowns, the mother of brook once hid reviewing and batch of the brigade of work in the county time and time again Dou.
The brook with each passing day grows up, ever since that time she can walk of time start, then always heel the behind in me and the elder sister, live to be like one very small is as similar as fart insect.
Brook 3-year-old that year, I arrived to go to school of age, I then follow behind an elder sister to step over every day the stone arched bridge of brook before the village, be jordan heels apart from village 56 the insides study in far primary school school.
From then on, the 3-year-old brook then usually early and early climbed from the soil Kang and looking at me is silent with elder sister after finishing eating breakfast of heel the behind in me and the elder sister, arrive the brook before the village with us side, step over the stone arched bridge of brook, stand by the side of the stone arched bridge up, looking at me and the elder sister gradually and far go, once in a very long while don't wish to leave.Until the maternal grandmother is in front of the door Gao Han:
"Brook, brook goes home to have a meal!"
The brook just unwilling to partly goes home.
In the evening, be we release from school back of time, far and far, I then often see much of brook alone a person face to fall the setting sun of mountain and squat down the stone arched bridge of brook is there held childish face with her that a pair of very small palmses, a pair of consumedly of, once eyes of circle circle blink or not and hope to flow toward Chan Chan in the afar of river water stunned ……
"Brook-"
When hear my shout a voice, the brook then stands up and jilt a small plait of two horsetails to disregard of once ran the stone arched bridge of brook, shout Gao:"Eldest brother elder brother, eldest brother elder brother", quick facing I run to come over with elder sister.
Moment, my heart is full is love.
I then jilt the schoolbag of back's at the back to the elder sister and dash away to face brook to run over there and tightly embrace brook.
Later on, I then carry brook in the elder sister's front and once walked small bridge to go home.
Whenever by this time, the brook always lies prone to carry on the back after my up, two carefully the arm tightly hug my neck, on my face, the childish face's Mo Suo later on and then lies prone to carry on the back after my up an on every occasion, like sleep soundly.
At this time, I usually smell hair from a light flavor of brook body ……
Turn head to looking at to stand while leaving home at school every day from that time on the stone arched bridge is on the brook the brook on the side, my heart becomes more 1's concerning about and lightly livinging one silk is disappointed ……
Later Sunday and winter and summer vacation then became me and the day of the most happy brook.
For several decades, I usually in a dream once walked this road.
In a dream,
The brook tightly lies prone to carry on the back after my up, two carefully the arm tightly hug my neck, childish face is on my face ……
In a dream,
The stone arched bridge on the brook side is apart from the road of my house and walks,
Is very near-
Is well far-
I will go to the time that the high school in the town(that time call commune) studies at a high school, the brook also arrived to go to school of age.
Remembering that is an early spring, although green grass and tree haven't sproutlaced, one receives light drizzle later on and far and far sees past, weald in have already harboured green now, the everywhere has already gradually exposed the source of vitality of spring.
An another truck along the road of river bank opens into village and hears to carry out a policy in city, the uncle of brook comes to make a special trip to pick them up mother the female return to city.I just know brook at this time, they want to return to of the city, is to at that time of I to say to very and farawaily be located in a big city of the strand of Bohai Sea.
That morning, the mother of brook is early early of will all of house be scatter to many person of hometowns, prepare to take brook to go by car to leave.
After getting on the car, the mother of brook controls not to live feelings any further and cannot helps but embracing brook to cry bitterly.Probably is the infection that is subjected to a mother, always strong endure at this time the brook of tears Be then regardless of to wail aloud to weep aloud together.
When the truck will soon start, the brook suddenly disregards of was like to greet me in those early years since the truck jumped down and the elder sister released from school similar, quickly ran to come over to embrace me and tightly hugged my neck, once in a very long while don't wish and loosen and open.
Finally, the brook is strong to endure to weep over, say in my ear:"The elder brother of the eldest brother- wait me- grow up to come back behind- marry you-"
My heart is a burst of to shiver, connect down moment like be fished out.
The truck far went and made track for to gradually go what to resound is in the gradually far truck-valley is I tore heart crack lung of crying and shouting voice ……
After brook walks, I usually once in a very long while of on the prowl in which brook of stone arched bridge side, be like the brook in those early years, long-lastly hope Chan Chan to fly to the brook of afar stunned ……
After several years, I still often have ever been to childhood the brook usually together play with me of which brook each place of side.
Passed by for several decades, after brook walked, I have never seen brook any further.
I once numerous times once imagined brook and imagined brook current appearance in the heart.Did the brook grow up, did the brook get married?If the brook got married, she has already become a nice and free from vulgarity young woman now.Sometimes I even can smell the flavor of the light body of coming from the brook.
But, whenever at this time, the brook in consciousness then and gradually goes gradually and far, gradual misty.
Stay brains and thoughts and feelings in of, the only the ties two carefully horsetail small plait, squat down in the stone arched bridge on the cheap nike run free brook is used her there that a pair of very small palms hold childish face, a pair of consumedly of, once eyes of circle circle blink or not and hope and flow toward Chan Chan in the afar of river water daze of brook.
Probably is a brook, they the sixth year after walking, the autumn harvest later on and then listens to one of my the Jiu Ye that once combines to take part in a work over there over the university in the alongside the sea city over there say, brook their family wanted to see in in spring coming back of the next year, especially father of brook, come to see the place of the brook birth.
Hence, endless but cold winter over there, my in the mind is then and always full of expectation-sweet expectation.Then it is spring inside, I meet with brook.
This expectation of sweet, not because the commitment in my ear for brook to faces walk, because ever since that time I release from school back for the first time of that starts in the evening, I then the deep place consider as brook from the heart I of younger sister-own younger sister.
Finally arrived in spring, but the brook didn't come back.
What to come is mother and father of brook.
Father of brook is a take very thick like wine bottle bottom similar spectacles for near sight of the teacher of the university.Although the age isn't old, pure white face up obviously engrave the years leaves of trace.
The mother of brook compares six cheap nike shoes from china year agos although being pure white is a lot of,the pure white face is still hard to cover up the vicissitudes of life that the years of that distress leaves.
When ask and brook why have no together come, father of brook just says that the brook goes to school favour, there is no time.At that time, I am clear to see the mother of brook that double of conceal sad eyes in implicit of tears.
My heart is a burst of to tighten, later on the one is vacant.
Afterwards, after dying because of suffering from liver cancer, my Jiu Ye's my house and we that village then and the brook Be a to thoroughly lose contact.
After more than 10 years, I when Peking goes into business, drove to go to that seat alone at the city of the strand of Bohai Sea.
My arrival, would rather say than say to is to come to look for brook is come to look for a dream.
That is the afternoon of a deep autumn, the overcast cloudy sky pares off repeatedly cool breeze, and dark Huang's leaf floats down from the treetop and falls on the street.Come and go to walk the pedestrian of in a hurry to leave on the street.
I stand by the side of the street of the unfamiliar city and look for brook in the pedestrian of in a hurry to leave, I seemed to smell that the hair had long time no see from brook body of light flavor.
I shout in the heart deep place:Brook, you at, you where!
The tears flows down, in autumnal winds in soaked through a cheek.
Being hurried is medium, I drove to leave that city-the coastal city that has been letting my soul lead long the dream round.
From now on, I have no any further courageous walk into that city.
Passed by for several decades, I had ever been to big parts of cities of northern China.No matter how it is busy, I didn't forget brook.
I have no from know where brook life is, whether still live in this in this world.But have never changed at 1:00, that be, the faraway brook is in my in the mind forever.
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Faraway brook, are you O.K. ……